White, Blank

 Why am I so dumb sometimes? Most recently I've been a great deal of stupid. Yes. VERY STUPID.

 I need to understand that people are not who they really are. They slip from your sight when you need to see them most. Its saddening.

 Although I don't ever like whining, I was becoming something I never have been. Affectionate. The fact you manged to get that part of me out in the open is almost supernatural so I don't very much appreciate you being how you are you towards me.

 Then again..who am I to say that I wasn't bothersome? I tend to put people off that way most of the time. Goodness, maybe I should question myself before jumping, more or less, free falling to conclusions. Correct?

 Who am I? Sometimes I forget. Then again, most everyone does.

Words to learn by:

Life inside the music box aint easy.The malots hit the gears are always turningand everyone inside the mechanismis yearning to get out.And sing another melody completelySo different from the one theyre always singingI close my eyes and think that i have found mebut then i feel mortality surround me.I want to sing another melodyso different from the one i always singBut when i do the dishesi run the water very very very hotand then i fill the sink to the top with bubbles of soapand then i send all the bottle caps i own a floatand its the greatest voyage in the history of plasticand then i slip my hands in and start to make wavesand then i dip my tongue in and take a tasteit tastes like soap but it doesnt really taste like soapand then i lower in my hole mouth in and take a gulp  and start to feel mortality surround mei close my eyes and think ive found mebut life inside the music box aint easythe malots hit the gears are always turningand everyone inside the mechanismis yearningto get out